God, my God.

I want a boyfriend or some form of companion. However, it is not my season. I know that you are preparing me for that season, though. Lord, I am looking for love in the wrong places. I don’t think you can fulfill this love. I can’t see you that way. However, God, you have proven many times that no one will ever love me greater than you. A great truth. Lord, you love me even through my evil sins. You discipline me to purge it out. You sent the Holy Spirit to correct and rebuke me. Lord God, you don’t allow me to make excuses for my sins. You want me to come to true repentance. I’m so thankful for you, God. Thank you for loving me through it all. I love you, God. Not as much as you love me. I would never be able to top that love. God, just thank you ❤️